Often, I feel sick for long periods of time.
When I do, I try to understand what is hurting me, brooding gently the disease to observe it better.
I can pass days like that, silent and steady like a boa constrictor digesting his pray; or wandering around my dark house like a sleepwalker.
Often enough, I arrive to the conclusion that there is just no answer to the question.
Of course if there is a question.
So, I pass some time watching myself in the eyes, through a mirror.
That’s not the answer, but it’s enough for me.
Asking myself, what I really want.
Is enough.
How long is the road, how much time will it take, where does it leads up?
And when, is the moment to turn?
A man should pass his entire life to hunt his dreams …
… isn’t that the only way to live a dream life?
Once again, life it’s like photography:
to be,
in the right place,
at the right time,
ready to shot.
December 20th, 2007 at 19:21:30
Un uomo guida. Vede una donna inchinata perla strada e sembrava stesse cercando qualcosa. Scende dalla macchina e chiede: ha perso qualcosa x caso? La donna risponde che haperso la sua chiave, e l’uomo si mette a cercare assieme a lei. Dopo lungo tempo, l’uomo dubbioso, alza la testa e chiede: ma e’ sicura di averla persa qui? La donna scuote la testa e risponde: l’ho persa in un posto lontano un miglio da qui. “Allora perche’ si mette a cercare qui la chiave?” “Perche’ qui c’e’ la luce e la’ no.”